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To the Man Who Video Taped a Toddler Screaming as Her Mom Overdosed on Heroin

What not to do when you see a helpless child crying for her mother...

This Grandma Waved to These Students Every Day—When She Wasn’t There, They Had to Find Her

One morning, the "grandma in the window" was no longer there...

Take 2 Minutes and Experience Autism Through Carly’s Eyes—It’s Breathtaking

This is breathtaking. See inside the mind of someone with autism, and you’ll never look at people with this condition the same way again.

“In 20 Days, I’ve Put Over 40 People in Body Bags”: Heartbroken ICU Nurse Says ‘This Virus Does Not Discriminate’

“I worked my last shift in NYC today. Tomorrow, I will pack my things and get my room cleaned and fly out Monday morning.

The devastation I’ve witnessed here is not something I can adequately put into words. I’ve FaceTimed a patient’s family so they could say goodbye. In 20 days I’ve put over 40 people in body bags to be put into a refrigerated truck, because the morgue does not have enough space. I’ve seen one patient fully recover. Sure, I am in a “hotspot” and was working in an ICU, so the patients there are sicker, but it didn’t change the fact that this virus did not discriminate. I saw healthy, young people die just as often as I saw elderly, sick people die.

I wasn’t going to share this picture. It was sent from a coworker who took it after I’d lost 3 patients in one shift a little over a week ago. I was sitting on a dirty mattress in the floor of our break room weeping, covered in 3 layers of PPE. These people died alone. Their families were given a FaceTime goodbye, which to me, felt cheap. I didn’t know how to apologize for not being enough. For our medicine not being enough. For everything we’ve done not being enough.

How do you apologize for this? I know it’s not my fault. I know I could not prevent this. But it is nonetheless devastating and you leave feeling so inadequate.

The numbers are getting better. There is healing happening, but I won’t be here to see it.

To the Man Who Video Taped a Toddler Screaming as Her Mom Overdosed on Heroin

What not to do when you see a helpless child crying for her mother...

This Grandma Waved to These Students Every Day—When She Wasn’t There, They Had to Find Her

One morning, the "grandma in the window" was no longer there...

Take 2 Minutes and Experience Autism Through Carly’s Eyes—It’s Breathtaking

This is breathtaking. See inside the mind of someone with autism, and you’ll never look at people with this condition the same way again.