“This has been hard.
I know I can’t speak for everyone, but this quarantine has been gasoline to some old habits.
I find myself thinking about one more glass of wine, or maybe I could find some old pain pills in the cupboards.
I mean, I am in pain after all.
I find myself eating one too many helpings and then immediately regretting everything in my body and having a deep desire for it to be out.
Or what about one cigarette? If there was ever a time I had a good excuse to start back up, now is that time.
I have been through it all, you guys, and admitting this publicly makes my skin crawl.
I don’t enjoy delving into the dark things I keep tucked away.
But why? How could someone that prays and worships and trusts God possibly have problems?
