“Apparently, I love touching people.
I know that doesn’t sound good, right? I have never considered myself a very affectionate person, but now that the common rule of law is DO NOT TOUCH anyone or anything, I realize this is really, really hard to do. Today I learned just how much I like touching people- and how often I do it. I touch strangers and family members, adults and kids and I like it. We checked into the Great Wolf Lodge (Pocono Mountains, PA) for a much-needed getaway and within hours I had touched so many strangers -without second thought. I touched an employee who was helping me check in and then I touched a stranger as I tapped him on the shoulder to ask about the waterslide he had just gone down. And then I saw a young child struggling to get in his raft for the lazy river and I instinctually reached out my hand to help him. And I felt guilt every single time and that is just so sad. Human touch…human connection is so very important and to be living in a world where it just can’t be (for the time being) is so sad and worrisome.
On our drive here, we drove past a homeless man who stood on the corner of 95 South just before the George Washington Bridge. I was stuck in traffic and didn’t know where my purse was and I was so totally stressed about the cars that were cutting in and out of traffic and risking our safety that I just couldn’t track down my wallet to help this man. My kids asked, “Are you going to give him money, mom?” Because usually I do. But today, I didn’t. I was stressed and quickly snapped at my kids to get them to be quiet so I could focus on driving.
And my daughter’s response surprised me. She said, “Okay, well if we aren’t going to give him money, we have to make eye contact with him.” Her CCD class had a group of formerly homeless people come speak to them about their experiences. One of the men said that the best thing you can do when you see a homeless person is to make eye contact with them. He explained how many people go out of their way to avoid eye contact when they see a homeless person. And then the man said that it made him feel like an animal when people wouldn’t look at him– but when someone drove or walked by and made eye contact, he was reminded that he was human and with the eye contact of a stranger, he was offered the gift of human connection, which is invaluable.
