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Crissy Outlaw (formerly Crissy Moran) is likely not a name you have floating around your household. She’s not a Disney princess, and her past is no example of a role model for young girls, but her journey is one that she hopes will lead others to new life.

An ex-porn star with an incredible testimony, Crissy Outlaw spent years in the adult entertainment industry.

Not only did she find the will to drop everything she knew and walk away from the booming sex industry, she did so in pursuit of Jesus Christ.

Growing up, Crissy was told two very different things about sex. As a teenager, her father encouraged her to save herself for marriage, while her mother offered to put her on birth control if she decided to start having sex.

Confused and searching for a love that would fill this inexplicable void in her, Crissy found that she could fulfill those desires with boyfriends—if only for a while.

An unexpected teenage pregnancy landed her in an abortion clinic with her boyfriend, who later left her for college. She says it was one of the “most traumatic” things she’d ever experienced.

“I was fully awake and aware of everything going on during the abortion and my heart was shattered while the life was literally being sucked out of me,” she says, reliving the procedure. “It was awful…my school knew about my abortion and I lost all my friends.”

Crissy was empty. She’d put all of herself into one person—one thing that was supposed to give her hope—and it betrayed her.

Like many before her, Crissy “never planned on going into the sex industry.” But that’s where the path of depression and loneliness eventually led her.

At her peak, the porn star was raking in more than $15,000 per month. But no amount of money or website views was enough to leave her feeling fulfilled in the slightest.

In the depths of her despair, Crissy remembers crying out to God, asking Him to prove Himself to her, and reveal Truth:

“God, if you’re real, I need you to tell me,” she prayed. “I need a sign because everything I know about love is twisted.”

The next day, Crissy found herself in a conversation with a man who asked her what she did for a living. Lying as usual, she told him she was a model, and made up some of the work she’d done.

“He didn’t fall for it, and I eventually wound up telling him that I did adult porn,” Crissy says. “I felt really ashamed in that moment.”

That’s when God showed up. The man she was talking to looked her dead in the eye and asked her if she believes in God.

“In that moment I knew that God had sent this person to speak to me, because nobody had mentioned God to me since I was a little girl.”

He shared with her the Truth about how much God loves her, and that He sent His son Jesus to die for our sins.

Bri Lamm
Bri Lamm
Bri is an outgoing introvert with a heart that beats for adventure. She lives to serve the Lord, experience the world, and eat macaroni and cheese in between capturing life’s greatest moments on one of her favorite cameras.

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