In the wake of the #MeToo movement, women’s voices are starting to get louder about sexual assault and misconduct. As of this week, Michele Howley is one of those voices.
While Michele was tempted to brush off what most would call “just a butt grab” at a concert, this strong-willed woman from Illinois decided that enough is enough.
“I’m choosing to silence the small voice that dismisses experiences like this one — that makes us feel like an inconvenience for speaking up,” she wrote in a viral Facebook post sharing her story.
Read about Michele’s experience in full below, and be sure to share her story with the women/men in your life who need to be empowered with the will to speak up as well:
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“On Saturday night my mom, Grandma & I went to see Chris Stapleton. After the encore, we filed into the stream of people leaving the event. It was crowded, but not packed.
I felt something hit me from behind, specifically hitting the right side of my butt. I turned around, a group of guys were walking behind me. They snickered. I thought, ‘It was probably an accident. People bump into each other all the time at concerts.’ I thought I heard someone say, ‘Do it again.’ But I dismissed it, thinking I probably misheard.
Less than a minute later, I felt someone slowly run their fingers over my right butt cheek from the bottom & squeeze. I was wearing a long, velvet skirt — I could feel it all — and the heat of his hand.
I whipped around, I pushed him backward and I screamed ‘Don’t you ever [touch] a woman like that. That man just grabbed my [butt]!’ He gave me a dopey face and put his hands up in the air, as if pleading innocence. Two security personnel who happened to be standing by grabbed him and motioned for me to follow. I was hot with anger.
As we walked toward security, his friend ran up to match my pace. He said:
Come on, it’s a compliment
How can you blame him? It’s not his fault you have a nice [butt].When I wasn’t having that, he said:
It’s not a big deal, this stuff happens all the time.
You’re overreacting.We walked together into the security office and immediately the conversation switched to:
My friend would never to do that. He/I didn’t touch her. And a familiar chorus of ‘she’s a liar.’The police came and wrote my account of what happened. They asked me if I’d like to press charges. I never even considered I could. Stunned, I said I didn’t know. They told me that I’d have to stay for a lot longer while they did the paper work, that I’d have to show at not one, but probably multiple court dates. They said it would be hard to prove.
My anger faltered and a small voice emerged in my head, ‘Is it really that big of a deal? He just grabbed my butt. Stuff like this does happen all the time. I don’t want to hold these people up. I don’t want to have to make my mom and Grandma wait.’
I told them I would think about it, they went to sit down at the man’s table across the room & interview him and his friend. It was their word against mine.