Faithit

The days have turned into weeks, and soon to be months. Life has become a blur. But somehow, we survive. It’s not pretty, but we manage to make it work.

"It was a pretty raw emotional moment. This is NOT how her senior year was supposed to end. She was also to be the valedictorian." 💔

I’m not saying I need to get out more, I’m saying it would be nice to not have the mental load of it all. I’m not saying I want a holiday – even though one would be nice.

"To witness a man love with all his heart while it breaks all at the same time was that of a life-shattering and forever life-changing experience."

"I hear a familiar voice yell 'YES!' And then she literally runs to the front. There’s some writing on my to-go bag, but i don’t pay much attention to it. I grab my food and head out the door."

I was ruining all of the important relationships in my life because I DIDN’T CARE. I didn’t care about anything. I felt like a hollow shell. I was spiraling out of control. I snapped at everyone for everything and I couldn’t make it stop.

“You want your heart to go numb. You want everything so loud that you drown out the nightmares you are having.”

"My husband had left for the next 8 months at this point. The doctor said, 'I know you said no to terminating, but no one would blame you.'"