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Wife Posts “Ring of 452 Needles” After Failing to Get Pregnant—But What She Laid Inside It Makes Every One Worth It

“We prayed for 953 days…

452 Needles
1000’s of tears
1 corrective surgery
4 clomid/letrozole attempts
2 IVF rounds
3 failed transfers
& 1 Amazing GOD.”

This is what Lauren Walker endured before being able to announce on Facebook that she and her husband Garyt were finally pregnant.

Lauren Walker

And I mean, FINALLY.

For almost three years, the Walkers went through treatment after treatment to get pregnant. They also endured miscarriage after miscarriage—the pain, hopelessness and heartbreak—FIVE times.

“Taking out these needles by the handful to take this photograph was…surreal. Half way through my hands started to quiver, my breath got short and I had to stop. I sat down, looked at it and started to cry. Not because I was sad about what it took to get here, but because it was a representation of my world, our world, for the past over two and a half years staring back at me. There was a lot of pain, hope and fear behind each of these needles. Each one represents a different day, a different path, a different emotion. It’s a lot to take in. After a good cry, the more I looked at it, the more the needles started to blur together. Now all I see are these tiny onesies that so perfectly sum up our journey: Worth the wait. And wait, and wait, and wait.”

Lauren Walker

Lauren and Garyt are now expecting twins—Duke and Diana—this August. Though they are overwhelmed with joy, Lauren writes about the pain of facing “what could have been,” and the trials they battled to get to where they are today.

“The hardest part of this journey wasn’t having to do IVF. My darkest hour was going through an entire cycle and losing embryo after embryo; five. Coming so far only to miscarry. Getting to where all the hope, the money, all of what could have been your children were gone. The End. ‘We are so sorry Mrs. Walker, but your last attempt was unsuccessful…’ Feeling broken and empty physically, emotionally and above all, spiritually. I remember nights clutching my shattered heart and empty belly and crying…no, screaming out to God asking him ‘Why?’ ‘What’s wrong with me?’ ‘What more do you want from me?’ ‘I’ve done everything.’ My faith was tested every. Single. Time.”

She goes on to explain that while finally getting pregnant is a huge accomplishment, the real victory is the strength she’s found in herself and her husband.

“My heart told me to keep going. Not to give up or give in. Some days I look back and I can’t believe I made it. No, I don’t mean that as in I finally got pregnant. I mean, I MADE it. I’m stronger. It didn’t break me. The days I slipped (and oh, there were many) and thought I couldn’t go on. My husband was there to catch me and prevent me from falling.”

Lauren Walker

Lauren’s faith and relationship with God has grown more than anyone could imagine through these awful times. While most people would be grateful that they’re over, Lauren says she’s grateful that they happened, because she can give all the more glory to God for his incredible miracles.

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Bri Lamm
Bri Lamm
Bri is an outgoing introvert with a heart that beats for adventure. She lives to serve the Lord, experience the world, and eat macaroni and cheese in between capturing life’s greatest moments on one of her favorite cameras.

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