We planned the service for our other 3 babies and it was one of the hardest things we have ever done. It was so tough on both of us but we did it. The service was absolutely beautiful for my 3 angels and it couldn’t have been more perfect. Kenny and I cried hard and needed that closure. It was good for us. We miss them everyday and I think about them nonstop.
Everything reminds me of them. The babies in the NICU, baby clothes at a store, seeing kids in strollers or car seats, seeing pregnant women, everything reminds me of them. I miss them so much! I feel my stomach a lot where they were and I cry and miss feeling them move because in there I knew they were ok. I knew they were safe. I miss them more than I can put into words.